50/50 day

Today was probably one of those semi-lucky semi-blah days. I for some reason decided to leave my sunglasses behind in the lecture hall. It’s wierd though, when I was about to leave, I had this ‘feeling’ that I should bend down and check under the chair, but I didn’t. Perhaps I should have, and I probably would have seen the result of my carelessness.

For about two hours today my internet and mobile were not working b/c 3 was upgrading its connection. Funny how there was no announcement on the website. I was trying to do some work at home while waiting for the connection to start working again, but sadly, I was so restless and I had to pack my stuff and head to school, so that I could call 3 to ask what was going on AND use the internet at school. Pathetic. I don’t know why couldn’t I have just be paitent and just sit through that short two hours of communicationless with the world. It was almsot making me panic. It probably did.

I couldn’t help but to imagine IF this will ever be the reaction I have when I’m blocked off all the access to the Bible. Would I ever panic because I can’t have easy access to my Bible? I think this just shows how much I’ve fallen short, short of being God’s child. Yet He’s still so generous with his steadfast grace and unfailing love, everyday, everything, everywhere.

God’s blessing covers such huge range. The weather forecast said it will rain today, and it did, still is raining, well, more like pouring. I was outdoor today in the morning walking to class, no rain; bussing to Toowong with the intention to buy bread only but ended up doing some moderate grocery shopping and walked home, no rain; walking to school restlessly and perhaps with some frustration, no rain; walking home from school kinda annoyed with the humidity in the air, still no rain. However, as if God didn’t want the rain to add onto my blahness today, the rain would wait till I get inside a building or get home before it dropped its components like crazy. 4 good timings today. lucky. God’s blessing.

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